Tuesday, November 16th, 2004[Entry 220]so come on...
Lately, I am feeling like I am the most boring person on the planet. I just looked at some old journal entries from like three or four years ago...and I am just so different. I don't know...I seemed more excited about the smallest things. Now I feel like I have this negative outlook on everything. It really sucks. And I have the right to be negative about having a negative attitude.
I feel like I never have any interesting stories to tell. And I think part of the problem is I am keeping way too much stuff to myself. In some aspects, I have to. There's a lot of things that don't belong in public.
Wouldn't you figure that the jeans I ordered finally arrived today...and they are too big! Which pisses me off, but makes me feel good since I put on weight.
So today was Lauren's birthday. It was a fun day at work as a result. I made cupcakes. Kim had stuff to decorate her office. We went out to lunch at Shield's. It was very nice.
After work, I went straight to the Royal Oak Public Library. To get some organized crime books, yo. The thing is, I never have my library card on me. Why? Well, 1. I do not go to the library often and 2. my library card is the size of a credit card, but has like 1/4" lamination all around it, so it does not fit in my wallet. Never has. Never will. I've had the same library card since I was in the 4th grade. And it has the wrong zip code on me (has irked me since the day I got it). So of course, I come up with this idea of going straight to the library after work. With no library card. I decide I am going to ask for a new library card. Figuring I haven't lost mine and have had it since the age of like 9, I think I have the right to a new card.
To make a long story short; I got a new card. But it's poopy. They no longer print your address on them. Charge me money and give me a cool card. Like with my picture on it or something. Yeah...I'm pretty lame aren't I?
I also went and got my car washed. Which is the most pointless thing ever because cars get so dirty here in the fall. But my car was dive bombed by a bunch of birds today...and bird shit is not cool.
Ah crap. I gotta go. Going out. Later.
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